I am officially registered for surgery on this coming Thursday.  All I can say is... crap. This is scary. This is very scary.  I know it's probably not a big deal, but I just can't help but think of the thousand little things that could wrong.  I feel like this is more of a test of my faith than anything else, and I'm barely passing it with a C and about to drop out with a WP. :(  Seriously, I'm freaking out.

I really, really hope that everything goes well, and that I will finally be pain-free.  This hand is killing me, so I really want to get surgery done and over with, even if the mere idea of having it scares me to death.  Well, I guess it's time to take a deep breath and trust that God will guide Dr. Condit's hands.

Gabriel out.